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[好書推薦]發現我的天才-打開34個天賦的禮物

詳細內容請自行閱讀。這本書有附"能力分析剖析測驗"序號,由網路可得知自己的性格強化優點並控制損害。

您的個人特徵

根據 Gallup Organization 多年來的研究指出,瞭解自己能力及行為的人,才是最有戰鬥力的人。 這群人最能夠發展策略,輕鬆應對日常生活、職場以及家庭裡的需求

只要審視您學會的知識與技術,就能約略瞭解自己的能力;但是能察覺並瞭解自己天賦的人,便能得知成功背後最重要的原因。

「個人特徵」報告會顯示您最突出的五項天賦,順序是依據 StrengthsFinder 的答案而決定。 在測量的 34 個特徵中,這些是您的「五大」強項。

您的個人特徵非常重要,因為個人特徵可以讓您善用天賦,邁向成功。 只要集中分析個別或整體的個人特徵,就能找出自己的天賦,並將天賦發展成優勢,達成始終如一、近乎完美的表現,讓您享有私人與職場上的成功。

榮譽感--追求上進的有志之士

你希望自己在別人眼裡舉足輕重, 希望被肯定, 也希望別人聽到你的聲音、希望引人注目、希望成名。 你尤其希望你的特殊能力廣為人知、備受讚賞。 你渴望自己因為值得信賴、專業、成功而受人推崇。 同樣地,也渴望結交值得信賴、專業、成功的人。 如果朋友不是這種人,你會促使他們朝此目標努力,否則寧可離開。 你希望工作是一種生活方式而不只是工作而已,並且要求擁有工作自主權,能依自己的方式執行。 因此生命充滿你所渴望的目標、成就、資格認證。 無論你將重心置於何處,這種榮譽感都能讓你持續向上提升、擺脫平凡、出類拔萃,也使你達到目的。

有遠見--描繪願景的夢想家

「如果……的話不是很棒嗎?」 未來深深地吸引你, 彷彿投射在牆壁上,你很清楚看到未來可能的模樣,這一幅逼真的景象拉著你向前走。 儘管實際內容需要視你其他能力與興趣而定,但是夢想總能帶來很大的靈感。 你是一個能看到未來願景的夢想家,也很珍惜這些願景。 當眼前的一切令人沮喪,周遭的人又過於現實時,你會想出種種前瞻性的願景,為自己注入動力, 同時也能帶給其他人動力。 事實上,大家經常指望你描繪未來的願景。 你可以為他們畫出能提升視野與精神的景象。 多加練習, 小心遣詞用字, 盡可能讓景象生動活潑。

尊重個別差異--因材施教的伯樂

「尊重個別差異」的主導特質使你對個人特質極感興趣, 對於概括和典型感到不耐,因為不想忽略每個人與眾不同之處。 相反地,你注重個人之間的差異, 自然而然會觀察每個人的風格、動機、想法和如何建立人際關係。 你可以從每個人身上聽到獨一無二的故事。 這個主導特質說明了為什麼你能替朋友挑選最合適的生日禮物,為什麼你知道有人喜歡被公開讚揚,有人卻敬而遠之,以及為什麼你能調整教學方式,配合有人想表 現的願望。 因為你對其他人的能力觀察入微,讓每個人得到最好發揮。 這種主導特質同時也有助於你組織有效率的團隊。 當旁人忙於尋找完美團隊架構或方法時,你早已知道偉大團隊的訣竅在於適才適所,才能發揮個人所長。

勇於接受新觀念--躍躍欲試的好奇寶寶

你深受新觀念吸引。 觀念即是概念,足以解釋大多數事件。 當你從複雜的表面下找到足以解釋事情為何演變成這樣的簡單概念時,會十分高興。 你總是在尋找事物的關連性,因此,如果看似風馬牛不相干的事,因為模糊的關連串在一起時,便很容易引起你的興趣。 觀念即是對熟悉的問題抱持一種新的看法。 你陶醉於扭轉原本熟知的世界,好讓我們以奇怪但具啟發性的角度看待世界。 你喜歡各種不同的觀念,因為意味深遠、新奇、一清二楚,或者矛盾且怪異。 基於上述種種原因,每想到新的概念都讓你躍躍欲試。 其他人可能會說你有創意、有概念甚至很聰明。

完美主義--鑑賞力非凡的行家

你的標準不是平均值,而是卓越出眾。 在你看來,花很大力氣將某個東西從低於平均值拉到略高於平均值的水準很不值得; 以同樣力氣將原本就很優的東西變成超水準,對你來說比較刺激。 無論是你本身或其他人的能力,都很吸引你。 你就像採珍珠的潛水伕,四處尋找能力的跡象。 無論是無師自通、快速學習、不須按部就班的技巧等,都可能是能力的線索。 你一旦發現能力,就很想加以培養、改進、使其盡善盡美, 發出耀眼光芒。 這種天生的能力看在別人眼裡覺得你很有鑑賞力。 你會選擇與了解你特殊能力的人為伍。 同樣地,你也受到那些發現自己能力,並加以鍛鍊的人吸引。 你會避開想使你固定下來、變成全才的人, 不想將生命花在悲嘆自己的不足之處。 對你而言,發揮天賦才能更有趣、更有效益, 而且不同於直覺,更具挑戰性。

我認為大致上十分符合我的特質,尤其是最後一項,完全量身訂做!

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[Editor]Hire Me! Develop 7 Stepping Stones to Success on Job

Hire Me! Develop 7 Stepping Stones to Success on Job by  Michelle Tsai

Face to face with NTUers who break into job market smoothly

Once in a year, Senior students in graduation gowns wandering through NTU campus, with the graduation ceremony looming around the corner, well-known enterprises open the door widely to the town of Azalea- NTU. It’s high time for NTU students to meditate on the most important lifetime issue after academic path nearly comes to an end. While gaze the seniors stepping out of the campus, what can be left behind for those students staggering in the campus, who are bewildered and perplexed about their future career, are tips that seniors emphasize on as a result of personal experiences.

To unveil the mystery behind successful cases, I took on the research and arranged interviews with senior schoolmates and alumni who recently graduated from NTU. The most required traits and abilities are revealed in the following report of 7 stepping stones to success on job.

  1. Take Courses Out of Compulsory Subjects & Inquire the Experienced
    “The gap between school and job will be the level of stress due to competition. When you’re still in school, people can tolerate your mistakes but not on job. As a result, read more books or take courses that are not positively relevant to your own professional field. Thus, you can get to know your bosses thoughts well-roundedly. In addition, prepare some questions you’re confused about and communicate with experienced workers in the field. You can gain a lot from these resources.” said Chen-Ze Lee.
  2. Join in Clubs & Attempt to Manage a Club Which Cultivate Leadership & Social Networking
    “Besides professional courses, you can join in clubs to learn other skills which are not core skills in your own department. What’s more, you can learn to smooth a conflict, communicate, negotiate and cooperate as a team.” said Yen-Ting Chen.
  3. Intern in Order to Broaden Sight & Better Understand Career Path
    “Enterprises put more emphasis on making profits instead of just reading materials on your courses. In the campus, there are fixed schedules arranged for students like summer vacation and semesters. In contrast, firms have no definite pre-existing schedules but broad earnings seasons which make up a vast portion of your daily life. Besides, people who are new to the company have the privilege to ask. However, colleagues are not bound to be your mentors, unlike professors in the campus are obliged to preach students.”said KD Chang.
  4. Exchange As an Overseas Student Can Enrich Both Your Body & Mind
    “The thing I learned from my Washington internship is you have to find out the job you really love and interested in, so you may keep your passion In your work. As a result, at the time you come to enjoy your niche and become valuable in the industry. We are in a highly competitive world, and those cool companies want top players. How can you become one of them if you dislike the thing you are doing everyday? ” said Jacky Tsai.
  5. Double Major Where Multi Fields Can Bring About Innovative Combination of Different Professions
    “Before considering about self elevation, you should ask yourself first, ‘ Who do you want to become? What kind of life you want to live?‘ After all, the objective you set beforehand will determine how much effort you should pay. Technology and the world keeps on changing all the time, if you possess the learning ability to cross fields or even nations and ability to adapt, you can handle any changes and situations with ease.” Said KD Chang.
  6. Participate In Extracurricular Activities, Such As Seminars, Speeches & Competitions
    “There are many series of lectures and speeches held in NTU regarding to careers such as ‘My Career Path’. You can have a preliminary understanding of the industry and personal experiences which can benefit you when choosing a job. ” said Yi-Hung Lin.
  7. Cultivate Ability of Organization & Logical Thinking As Well As Good Attitude

“Attitude is the thing that really matters. We are living in a small world now, and your new boss or interviewer may find your classmates or colleagues easily and know your reputation from their mouths. Please be responsible and show your strong willing to learn whatever the projects you have to do.” said Jacky Tsai .

Certainly, you may wonder if ever you have none of the above, either activities or traits, what will you do to handle your future career? You have two options to choose from: First, you should make efforts to change wholeheartedly from now on. Had you not been able to put them into practice and meet expectations of yours, don’t seek to jump off a cliff; instead, pray to Goddess of Opportunities & Luck to be on your side.

Just as Jacky Tsai said, “Make yourself a positive person really helps a lot. We will definitely encounter some difficulties or obstacles in our life, no matter you want to conquer or just walk away from it. All of us may tumble sometime, but if you can stand up once again, you will outstand as a stronger person in the aftermath of the predicament. After all, when you face the sun, the shadow always falls behind you.”

Last but not least, you will learn a lot and outwin others if you savor the article thoroughly. These are great examples for your reference. The vision and suggestions from those role models set forth are so precious and most treasured heritage of first-hand experiences that will be passed down to the next generation for students in NTU.

Special thanks to interviewers:

  1. Chen-Ze Lee, majors in Mechanical Engineering), internships at family enterprise of his own which not really relevant to what he majors, food manufacturing. (LAST 春一枝, chain stores all over Taiwan
  2. Yen-Ting Chen, majors in CSIE, China Steel Corporation Engineer and webmaster of a well-known platform for freelance piano composers to share their pieces, former member of NTU piano club.
  3. KD Chang, majors in Economics, Creativity & Entrepreneurship Program and Cloud Computing Program, an Information Management graduate-to -be, internships at Globally Buyable 2.0.
  4. Jacky Tsai, majors in Finance, internships at Morgan Stanley and CLSA, as well as a participant of Washington AEPA project manager intern.
  5. Yi-Hung Lin, double majors in Medicine & Finance, Creativity & Entrepreneurship Program.
  6. Hung-Wei Chen, majors in Mechanical Engineering(graduate school).
  7. Chia-Ching Cho, ph.D in Accounting, works as a professor.
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[Harvard]HBS Case Study-Cramer Electronics. Inc

Part A (as reference to better analyse):

  1. What characteristics of the ECD(Electronic Component Distribution) industry? Buyers? Suppliers?

²  Industry: It offers substantial growth opportunities if capitalized. Almost all distributors sell the same or similar products while Cramer is focused on being a“broad-line distributor”. ECD serves as an intermediary that distributes electronic components from manufacturers to customers.

²  Buyers: Purchasing behavior is positively related to the size and resources of the firms.

It can be sorted into 4 categories:

  • Larger customers are price-sensitive and tend to selectively have deals with a few distributors. Professional distributor’s salespersons are required.
  • Medium-sized customers are less price sensitive. Close personal relationships with salespersons.
  • Smaller customers are price-sensitive.
  • Walk –ins are a nuisance to ECD since they account for a small percentage of sales.

As customers grow larger, they’re prone to buy directly from the manufacturers.

Customers don’t want a single distributor that grows too big for either oligopoly or monopoly that may manipulate and elevate the prices intentionally.

²  Suppliers: are who awards and supports franchises, establishes a book price, provides funds for cooperative advertising, participates in joint sales calls. Valuable sources of info about future price fluctuations, changes in product lines, status of competition.

  • Passive suppliers: more flexible and cooperative. Understand the services provided by distributors better.
  • Active suppliers: distributor maintain a local inventory of their components in each selling area and were more aggressive for larger orders. Prices are negotiable but within a narrow range.
  1. How attractive has the industry been?  What market imperfections that allow distributors to make an extra profit? Please examining each company’s strategy and draw your conclusion.
  • ECD industry has never been a stock market favorite. (Observed from the low stock price) As a result of industrial distribution is far less understood than distribution in general.
  • Market imperfections: the reason why there exists information asymmetry may be that the market is not fully efficient. As a result, companies hire salespersons (either outside or inside salespersons) to serve customers who want to obtain more information about product lines. Outside salespersons are responsible for promotion while inside salespersons  account for sufficient knowledge of lines and products. Thus, the company which provides customers with the best services can steal customers’ hearts.
  • Hamilton: has greater specialization in semiconductors and connectors. (These 2 lines are very profitable.) Adopts a manual system instead of the computerized one. Concentrates on large markets. Accepts large order that leaves space for negotiation of prices.(Buy more than customers originally needed, and store the items as inventory, then resell them at higher market prices as a result of arbitrage.)
  1. What is Cramer’s strategy?

It sets its position as a broad-line distributor. Geographic dispersion. Cramer’s kit.

  1. What assumptions behind Cramer’s strategy?
  • Diversification of risks.(Application of the investment course)
  • Convenience and easy access to fast-growing microproccessor and several useful gadgets packed in one.

5. How about Japanese entry? Is it a threat or an opportunity?

Cronin is not that worried about whether Japanese manufacturers are going to enter the market or not now.

  • In short term, it may pose a threat on Cramer as a result of Hamilton’s specialization in semiconductors.
  • However, in the long run, it’s an opportunity for Cramer that it’s easier for Cramer to buy semiconductors from various suppliers and better for bargaining power.

Part B (as key questions to answer)

  1. How do you evaluate the current situation and the future of Cramer?
  • Market expansion & Market penetration: Before it’s likely to use market expansion strategy for lower cost. Now it wants to further develop larger market shares on markets which is market penetration. It can be rather costly to install the latter strategy.
  • Regional stocking locations & One central inventory: Former one has more convenience than the latter one. Regional stocking locations strategy is far better than regional sales offices provided by one central inventory. Customers can get their order immediately, which is about efficiency.
  • No contracts & Long-term supply contracts: The former one enables Cramer to deal flexibly with customers. However, the latter one customers seek to cut the prices down as a result of opportunity cost for stability due to negotiation and cooperation. As for advantages, the latter one provides Cramer with stable relationship with customers; thus, it reduces the risk of a perfect competitive market.
  • No action & Vertical integration: The former one has more flexibility in deciding the factors and lines of products. Vertivcal integration requires upstream & downstream firms to cooperate as a whole assembly line, which is allowed to reduce costs to a significant degree.

2. Should Cramer change its strategy at the time of the case? What do you recommend? Why?

Illustrated in the 1st questions asked.

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[Harvard]HBS Case Study-Natureview

Good night, everyone. This is presented by Michelle Tsai, from the fin dept. The info I’ll give you tonight will help you win out as a CEO making a critical decision. In my presentation today I’m going to show you the panoroma of through analysis that brings the concepts into effects.

Let’s have an overview of my presentation. The most important part of all is by far the difficulty Natureview faces and the solution toward it. As a result, several analysis are included to support the final decision.

OK, now I’d like to move on to the background. Natureview is an organic yogurt producer, also a leading national brand in natural foods channel. Due to the cash out of venture capital that primarily supports the operation of Natureview, Natureview has to come up with a solution to sustain the operation, without VC’s help.

As you can see from the numbers, the executive wants the total revenue to grow from 13M to 20M.(abt 54% growth rate)

The first analysis-I want you to have a look at the 2 different channels that are proposed in the options. As you can see from this chart, Dannon and Yoplait are the two leading brands already existed in the supermarket channel. Comprises abt 54% of the market share. Therefore, if Natureview were to release on supermarkets, it has to battle face to face with the two name brands. It seems that supermarket is more technological driven; thus, the exp spent may be higher. In this page what I want to put emphasis on is the re-entry fee- the repeated slotting fee may be disastrous to the company. It then goes through 4 steps from the supplier to demanders. Though it has high potential to strike it rich, the underlying high risk can’t be underestimated.

The other channel is the original one where Natureview was in. It possesses 24% of market share in advance, which is a big leading brand in natural foods channel. However Brown Cow & Horizon are two big competitors of Natureview, who seek out to take the champion of market share. As a result, I think that Natureview should choose to take measures to sustain its superiority instead of plunging into a high risk position. Natureview can save an amount of money through natural foods channel, though it has to go through 5 steps compared to 4 steps in supermarket channel.

Let’s jump to the comparisons of customers. Mostly, people who buy in supermarkets are more price sensitive as a result of the social status they are in , usually middle or lower class. So in this chart shows gap between the cost and price it sold. Apparently, natural foods channel wins out due to the bigger gap which means the bigger profit it earns.

Look at the I/S in 1999, I set revenue as benchmark, after the calculation, net income just accounts for 2% of the revenue! How pity!! There are two simple yet practical solutions to the issue. To reduce expense or to gain revenue.

Here comes the most important part of the analysis. The 3 options. As you can observe from this data, the unit sales of option 1 outwins the other two. But can we look at the sky through the tube? No ,it’s possible that we omit sth important.

So let’s have a quick look at opt.1- 8 oz is the most popular size and it’s aimed at the target group, especially women. It itself can generate 25.9M alone, which exceeds the originally set goal of total revenue of 20M.

The advantage may be high potential for increased rev, the estimated total rev in 1st yr is 35M; however it is confronted with direct competition with the pre-exsisting name brands and bears high risk.

We can see from this chart that NI comprises 17.67% of total rev.

When it comes to opt2, the option alone makes the profit of 14M, total revenue earned exceeds 20M which is abt 27.85M.

As we look at the pros and cons, it has higher profit margin than the 1st opt. In contrast, it has much higher risk. Normal customers may not use to buy the family size, so it’s rather risky to enter supermarket through this option. To sell nationalwide, one has to do the marketing and advertising, which is expensive and hard to be as prevalent as big names can be. As a result, net income only comprises a very little rate of total revenue, 8%.

The final option has a high potential for growth: 12.5% AGR. Let’s have a look at the pros and cons. It has developed long-term relationship with natural foods channel and customers, so it’s low risk and low cost. Modern people nowadys care more about their health, in pursuit of a healthy diet, they seek for natural foods channel, which is a fast-growing trend all over the US. Despite of the fact that the disadvantage may be lower revenue and more R&D to develop new products.

Last but not least, the best option is Option 3!! This is the fragment I cut it from the Final I/S with each opt. Opt 3 has the highest return. & you may wonder further why option 3 provides us with the best condition? First, from the aspect of risk mgt, there is fewer risks and many known variables. Growing natural foods channel, and no opportunity cost for time and money for new marketing strategies,etc. total rev is 1M short of the expected one. But if you can have a thorough look at the I/S of Natureview, you can find out that with more efforts on promotion, more profit will be generated.

Thank you for your listening!

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[生活記事]2011.10-2012.2

原來…一張紙條;一片回憶;一滴眼淚;一點心碎,可以被動地喚起沉寂的心。聽著某首所愛的歌,是否在喧鬧的人群中可以找到遺忘的記憶?2/25

就在生日的前一天,無意間闖入了財務工程和程式語言的世界… 2/20

當個好命的女人:對的投資標的、對的工作、對的人。另外,適時享受豐碩的成果,勿忘二八法則。2/19

微風廣場Trine & Zen品酒新手!昨天品嚐了白葡萄氣泡酒及法國勃根地紅葡萄酒 小酌不會醉促進血液循環 1/15

太令人震驚的消息了!WS!!/說真的我現在也蠻想去紐約住的.At the sight of “La Grande Maison” beside the Central Park… 希望明或後年NYC成行 1/13

是那時的我將之視為一場競賽,若非,則我當下不會如此在意輸贏。尤其當時的我們勢均力敵,旗鼓相當。但勝算和贏面較大 的我,輕忽了人性的脆弱面。對手和盟友只有一線之隔;背叛和服膺只有一線之間。以此,銘記之。(聲明:一年前的事了,突然想到,別對號入座,只和某人有關 係。)/I’m alright now.Don’t worry. 1/12

1 week to go. EUROPE, here I come!!!( Wave my hands 戴太陽眼鏡)/ Good JOB, definitely dying for it. 紅心 & ILS. I’ll be yours one day, wait for me! 眨眼睛1/12

4個不同的小世界。事情變得有點複雜…重點是這種抉擇本來就很難。還是本質上就存在有些缺陷,無法彌補的?一旦偏離 了原先設定的軌道,就會造成永無止盡的黑洞。Massive weight of the 4 planets would lead to irreversible black hole. 12/31

離開了一個地方,我絕對會很貪心地想念每一個人!沒辦法,我很容易開心,卻也很容易難過。真性情但大概是個多愁善感的女孩吧 12/27

ya聖誕快樂!!!也太溫馨: )))/第凡內早餐的奧黛莉赫本真美 這部使我對紐約又更愛一分 不過寫一萬字包括:截圖 剪輯 分鏡 圖表 劇本 敘事軸 電影分析著實累人!! /我弟的耶誕禮物竟然是…HTC Sensation 太誇張了!! 12/24

回家就看到桌上放著一盒各種口味的GODIVA巧克力 和一張小卡片 真是太棒了 紅玫瑰/福華自助餐 哥德徳式餐廳 君悅大飯店 一週內連吃三次大餐會不會太超過…要減肥啦!!!!!!!!!= = 12/23

我覺得啊…其實人生開心最重要!!如果像賈柏斯 他甘願抱病還致力奉獻投入於自己所喜愛的工作 那人生就無憾了 12/19

該怎麼說呢…我最近發現人有時很矛盾。明明是好朋友,卻很容易互相隱瞞許多事情。 是對:關係人交易  內線消息  資訊不對稱,有所畏懼嗎?商學院的知識用以形容這些莫名的事,倒也是有一番道理。 12/16

有人曾說:得到就是失去的開始。 但我打從心底就捨不得遺失任何的人事物,我想我只能更珍惜。12/15

今天吃兩頓大餐@忠孝敦化 還有買了新單眼和配備 開懷大笑/去歐洲的用品已備齊 羽絨衣 皮手套/Ms. Mission Impossible. 12/10

好期待 聖誕節!!!還有去歐洲過年呵呵 12/6

針織上衣 蘇格蘭褲裝 黑高跟和駝色魚口鞋。今年冬天 幸福置裝。 12/3

西文課時,老師說我帶有法國腔的西文在Spain是最受歡迎的耶! 就快去歐洲了 希望能把法文西文都說得流利/更新護照手續好繁雜 下星期一下午待在那…/ 超幸福行程:京站 日式鐵板燒 京采飯店!! 12/2

I firmly believe that ______ is the one who challenges the status quo./原來有些回憶是以這種形式留存的,我現在才漸漸理解。11/29

大概是今天髮型包頭加上成熟衣裝,設計師問我:請問您是空姐嗎? 我答:我只是學生。 他回:可是現在有很多年輕女生去當空姐耶!而且妳的氣質很像。 我心想:他該不會是"我可能不會愛妳"看太多了。11/28

百年結婚潮 佳偶如潮 今天宵夜是喜來登的 幸福耶 11/26

我若不在,就在前往歐洲的道路上。(2 mo. to go) 11/26

最近好冷 可是聖誕樹的燈泡使心都變暖了 眨眼睛 Hi, DAYS with happiness. Here I come. 八分音符11/24

今天發現Analysis真的頗有趣!!釐清事實,連結因果,歸納分析。我想真的滿適合我噢 11/18

迫不及待,完成許多小夢想*每一次放假我都要成長。11/14

近來的挑戰,都迎刃而解!潛力真是一種很玄的東西。/Unconditioned Positive Regard.(修過普心的一定知道我在講什麼XD) 11/14

卡布奇諾已經成為我期中考的最佳戰友了,身心不斷與時間交鋒。Liver & life, live happily ever after. 微笑11/12

黑白鍵,我想你比我更懂人生的旋律。 11/12

所謂的組織,不過是人所組織的。當其中的人替換過後,是否在自己眼中的組織也只是過去的存在? 11/4

1:1. To tell the truth, you have nothing to lose. 天使/Moved to tears… 10/25

Moi aussi. 眨眼睛10/22

早上剛出爐的手工海鹽黑胡椒洋芋片下午就不見蹤影了 因為進到大家的胃裡 不過很開心噢 感謝捧場!! 吐舌頭/簡簡單單是幸福;反璞歸真是完美,我從未懷疑。 10/19

早上去河濱公園騎單車,微冷的空氣,綿密的小雨。經過了一座小橋,看見了湍流,綠意盎然的草木生生不息。我嚮往永遠過著如此愜意的生活。當你覺得這是一場夢時,我早已存在其中。 10/15

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[黑白琴鍵] I Believe

I Believe

I Believe 當我在妳家門口
下雨了 你看了也會難過
I Believe 妳不說話的時候
也是一種 其實妳在回應我

雖然不曾說 相信妳正在懂
就算牽的不是我的手 我不真的難過

不知道在高興什麼 妳的笑容
有時候也寧可 當作妳在為我加油
不知道在妄想什麼 只告訴自己 I Believe
妳總會看到我
在某個時候 想讓妳陪伴的是我

I Believe 沒有回應的時候
只不過 正好妳在電話中
I Believe 語音信箱的沉默
也是一種 其實妳在傾聽我

雖然不曾說 相信妳正在懂
就算牽的不是我的手 我真的不難過

不知道在高興什麼 妳的笑容
有時候也寧可 當作妳在為我加油
不知道在妄想什麼 只告訴自己 I Believe
妳總會看到我
在一切之後 留在妳身邊的是我

那延續太久的一時衝動 在妳身後的獨角戲 聚光燈沒亮過
懷疑 是自己編造的內容 妳從不真的認得我

不知道在高興什麼 妳的笑容
有時候也寧可 當作妳在為我加油
不知道在妄想什麼 只告訴自己 I Believe
一定會有結果
在很久以後 留在妳身邊的是我
會陪著妳的人是我

只是單純的在跨過100年的一個晚上 外面綻放美麗花火的101有種朦朧美 不經意的將這首歌溫習一遍

借用I Believe 美妙的旋律和標題 心境和歌詞呈現零相關

雖然天氣有點冷 而且剛從有著濃厚慶典的氛圍的觀賞煙火絕佳地點回到寧靜的家裡 

還是決定用凍僵的手指彈奏錄音記錄下這美麗的一刻: I Believe I will do my best in the years to come. :)

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[品味人生]KIPLING

黑白的猩猩,惺惺相惜。這張是我於課堂中間下課時所素描的作品(為我背包上的吊飾),這堂課是上學期個體經濟學,開宗明義就是要人們或公司做出決策以"個人利益最大化"為標的。
不管是賽局理論,還是市場供需理論等,似乎是功利主義掛帥的時代。黑猩猩懂得生存之道,在多如牛毛的名牌包的競爭市場中找到了個人的特色,以醜搏美。

卓別林式的幽默,Kipling規模生產下的猩猩無聲的吶喊,它體現了擁有了自己的獨創而產生了獨占市場,旁人將無可取代,也就少了許多競爭對手。

我微笑著,將猩猩吊飾以鉛筆入鏡A4紙上。接著,我使它倆對著實體鏡頭比一個讚,以慶祝他們的誕生,以及証明存在的價值。

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[電影欣賞]無米樂

  電影的起頭既無華麗的配樂抑或是特效場景,而是一幕幕臺灣農田及農夫辛勤工作的樣貌。拍攝的場景是位於豐饒之地-嘉南平原的後壁鄉,孕育出代代相傳的台灣精神及優秀子弟。因為是記錄片,所著墨的部分較偏平實的形式。而主角則有四個:崑濱伯,崑濱伯的妻子,煌明伯,文林伯。幾個平凡鄉間小人物所傳達出平時的臺灣農家生活及處事態度,每句對話都是出自內心的真情感。而少了錯綜複雜的劇情反而使電影呈現出更為真實的人生。

  我認為田園生活一如五柳先生般的自給自足,使自己有辦法快樂地度過並珍惜當下的每一刻,就是樂活的定義。現代的人總是汲汲營營於功利,尤其是現今以金錢衡量一個人的富裕程度,卻只有少數的人真的是以"快樂"來評測一個人是否富有。

  "誰知盤中飧,粒粒皆辛苦。"雖是老生常談,卻不無可取之處。我小時候雖沒親身下鄉耕田,但是也有嘗試過種植整排的樹苗。彎下腰耕種是十分累人的,對於平時生活在都市叢林的我們,恐怕只知道如何在十字路口轉彎到隔壁的便利商店或是超市買下一餐的著落卻忘記了那些米飯的由來。出自對於台灣這塊寶島土地的尊敬,農人們每天無時無刻都向她行以90度的鞠躬禮。但在我們舉箸欲食的當下,是否有虔誠的在心中默默感謝老天爺,臺灣的土地,以及所有參與製造米飯供我們填飽肚子的人呢?我想,大部份人都是抱著理所當然的心態,以至於這個社會更趨冷漠,人情味漸漸消失殆盡。所以,米飯不再可口好吃;臺灣不再是物產豐饒的寶島。因為,當沒有了感謝的存在,一切都將會被矮化漠視。

  看到煌明伯賣力的彈著被子,棉絮紛飛,意境雖美,但是背後卻是點點滴滴的心酸和血淚。從種棉花開始,至灌溉收成,到最後的加工,這一切讓我想到以前拜讀美國大文豪馬克吐溫的"頑童歷險記"中的黑奴就是如此辛苦的種植棉花卻被剝削,不管是勞力或是薪俸。所以現在當我蓋起保暖厚重的棉被時,總會緬懷那些辛勞工作的人們。

  崑濱伯與妻子的細瑣對話也是整部記錄片中極為精彩的部分。雖然十分白話,有時甚至滿口粗話,但是言下之意竟然字句都是真心,貼心以及付出。可以相伴到白頭已屬不易,但能夠健健康康、快快樂樂的一同工作生活至白頭偕老更為不簡單。默默無名的農夫農婦們實際上比許多赫赫有名的政商名流活得更為快樂,因為他們懂得什麼是平凡。長久的愛情也許就是在平凡中滋長,而非轟轟烈烈的就倏然結束在燦爛煙火綻放之後的餘燼。

  就算是農夫引以維生的稻米已鑿,"無米"也可以苦中作樂。這大概是此電影最想要傳達的主觀意識了!導演的拍攝手法是農夫日復一日、年復一年所親眼所見所聞的日常生活體驗。如同身歷其境般,更為貼近真實的農家生活。樂活的想法貫穿全片成為主軸,使我回想起高中時讀過的蘇軾的赤壁賦-蓋將自其變者而觀之,則天地曾不能以一瞬;自其不變者而觀之,則物與我皆無盡也。在人生之戲中只有最真的情感和名分會留芳,一切的一切物質和享受,都將在死亡那一刻畫下終止符。所以,我的人生座右銘為「樂活」。不會因為外在的種種事物而常常憂心不已、鬱鬱寡歡,而是盡力活出自己的人生。

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[通識隨想]臺灣歷史與人物-四月望雨

  四月望雨,標題下的浪漫。但是,細看了其中的內容,發現和現代版偶像劇隋棠和溫昇豪主演的「犀利人妻」有些不謀而合。只是受害者的角色互換,因為敘事者的角度是小三。

  不管是歷史還是劇本總是這樣的,主觀者永遠站在優勢的地位,暫且不管行為對錯。例如:電影「艋舺」的幫派因為以黑道的觀點出發,許多殺戮畫面情節都被解讀為男人的浪漫或者是暴力美學。電影「暮光之城」,吸血鬼的嗜血行為及殺人動機都算是一種正當的行徑而非犯罪行為。因而「四月望雨」可堪稱民國時代的「犀利小三」。

  姑且不論貫徹古今的嚴重的道德問題-劈腿行為,(難怪收視率如此高,想必許多人是感同身受或是身受其害,當然也有可能是男女主角都十分有名氣。)其中敘述了一位追尋自己音樂理想卻在剛出道時遇上種種困難的人-鄧雨賢。臺大的地下校歌-望春風-就是由他譜出來的,既平易近人又琅琅上口的曲子。但在這成功的背後,他又因為家庭、婚姻、政治環境下受過了多少風風雨雨?

  當一芥小小法院通譯或是在當時收入及為穩定的公務人員-老師卻都不是他想要的人生,勇敢追夢是他極為令人敬佩的優點。試想,是否許多台大的學生都身賦多種才藝卻因為前途或錢途而放棄另外一條道路?美國著名詩人Robert Frost有ㄧ首著名詩-The Road Not Taken的最後一段:

I shall be telling this with a sigh

Somewhere ages and ages hence:

Two roads diverged in a wood, and I–

I took the one less traveled by,

And that has made all the difference.

  總而言之,「四月望雨」這部音樂劇使我感觸良多,不管是「夢想」(Project 10裡常提到的字眼,臺大學生所追求的。),還是感情道德觀(個人十分不苟同拋棄糟糠妻鍾有妹的劇情),都是值得令人深思的議題。

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斯德哥爾摩症:台人v.s日人?!(台灣近代史)

 

   最近有一門通識:台灣近代史。其中思辯了對於台人感念日人是否屬於斯德哥爾摩症的一種?我認為斯德哥爾摩症的罪犯之於人質,不全然等同於當時的日人及台人。日治之初,由武官擔任總督並且公布「六三法」使之集行政、立法、司法、軍事大權。

    此種治國之道,的確不是十分令人苟同,因此武裝抗日的事件頻傳。當時的台人對於日人的感受也許是厭惡的,但是日人對於台灣這塊土地奉獻良多。從後藤新平對於台灣的施政方針即可得知,他實行了舊慣溫存、三大調查(土地、國勢、舊慣)、設立警察保甲制度、財政獨立、交通建設、增進農業、衛教計畫等。

    當時的台灣仍存有許多陋習(例:鴉片、留長髮、纏小腳等),他利用了漸進的政策將它們革除。警察保甲制度使得台灣人民人人自危,由於連坐法,使得家家戶戶不敢「自掃門前雪」,犯罪率也幾乎持零。交通方面也是一大革新,修建大量公路及港灣,使台灣四通八達,通向現代化之路。衛教則使台人有了衛生概念,並且促使醫學校的興起。

    在日人後期統治期間最令人感到欣慰的是:教育。雖然當時日人許多的計畫都是為了配合南進政策而實施的,但也因為此政策,我們現在才有機會在昔時的臺北帝國大學受教育。而舊時研究熱帶疾病的台灣醫學校才能獨佔鰲頭,在今日的世界醫學領域中佔有一席之地。

    當時我的祖父有幸在臺北帝大受教並且在化學方面領域施展長才,創設了許多工廠。祖父因此十分感念日人所帶給他的知識,雖然他在我十分幼小時即過世了。但我永遠不會忘記,當我五歲時,穿著他送我的一件日本和服,依偎在祖父的懷裡,聽著他哼日本歌謠以及細數日治時代的種種以及國民政府來台的變化。

    口說歷史也是一種傳承,它使我得知日治時期不完全是歷史課本上所提及單方面的壓榨及剝削、以及課堂上老師及許多同學謾罵日人治臺的殘酷及不人道。從老人家獲知的第一手資訊,我認為日人對於台人也是有著同理心的。若沒有了日人統治,也許今天的台灣不會如此的「麻雀雖小,五臟俱全。」

    因而,將日人當作時代罪人並不十分正確。明確的好與壞或不存在,日人的統治對於許多台人或許處在灰色地帶。台人有千百種理由可以感謝當時的日人,而相對的也許有千萬種理由可怨尤當時的日人。但不可否認的是,感念日人是臺人一個年代的集體記憶,在臺灣歷史上永不可抹煞的一部分。

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